time flies huh. it's end of september le. starting of october. the hell days of all sec 4s. gosh. i hate october suddenly. ahhh. gotto stay back in sch till 4plus everyday. for bout 2 weeks, for consultations. in other words, remedial larh. nice word only. =(

got bout 3 amaths paper for the weekend, although i not sure whether to finish all or not. cause still got chi letter writing and emaths and eng writing and compo. god. tons of homework. and i've slacked off today aftn. by eating fruit tarts and watching tree of heaven. it's a super sad korean show. at the ending, the guy donated his heart to the girl, sacrificing himself. ='( awh.

soo anyways. now only did one amaths paper lorh. =( cause morning got physics practical. and only bout half or three-quarter of our class turned up. wanna pon never tell the rest! =P heh.

ooh yeah. walked passed dls on friday. was soo tempted to go in. miss there quite a lot. 'bout 2 years didn't go in le. end up, still did not go in. went to causeway instead. and my primary sch friend saw me when i was outside of dls. xD still can remember me worr. but never call me lorh. =( if not, can go in dls together for awhile. haha. =D

gosh. O's are coming that fast. soon, we'll all be free. but then results will come soon. and i'm soo scared i cant go sajc. =X how how how. i'm freaking. ahhh. my geog, chem, both maths. must improve seh! x-x soo many subjects. ahh. go drop le. ayee. cannot larh. soo wasted, studied for 2 and a half years le.

aiyo.. alvin still trying to get marks huh. haha.. for physics. took his paper back today to check, but didnt find any mistakes in marking or any missing marks. haii. tml look through again for him bah.. soo ke lian. result all soo nice except amaths and physics. pitiful. well, i'm worse larh, but. NEVERMIND. see. i'm that good. =)

haii. what an expected day it is.

maths, chem, and geog. what good thing can come out of it? never ever gonna take geog in my A's.

seems like i wont be going for the firt three months next year. =X anyways, made up my mind long ago 'bout this, soo. maybe take up some jobs, continue with some sports, slack a bit, revise a bit.. =\

a lot of people are like scaring me. their grades suddenly shoot up that much. gosh. and that alvin. l1r5 'bout 11, i think. shuckies. mm, maybe this is an wake-up call afterall. seeing the results of triple classes, i guess the hope for moderation is bleak.. =(

gosh. it's been ONE WEEK since i've blogged. haha! trace, i've updated! xD

soo. lotsa things happened during this one week. some main stories here and there.

got back papers today. elec lit, physics, ss, english, h. chi. yeap, that's all? o.O soo. there's improvement in my results, but not that good. some expected to get 'bout one grade higher, some didn't expect to get that particualr grade. soo end up, l1r3 a bit lower than mid-year. kinda good i guess? zhi zu chang le bah. =
realised there's like, bout a month to O's. kinda creeps me out. lots of people are improving at light-speed. some stationary, some deproved. well, me, i just moved forward by a snail's step.

tml's geting back geog, a and e maths, chem. hopefully chem and either one maths will get good grades. then just nice complete my l1r5. *PRAYS. just did the amaths paper redo. gosh, my paper one super a lot of careless mistakes. integration forgot to check for the value of c, lucky for me, the c=0. PHEW. still left paper 2 haven't complete. don't know where i placed the paper. it's gone. soo have to go sch and complete. =\ hopefully can finish most of the paper. i'm dreading wed, thurs and fri. gotta stay back after sch almost till 4 plus everyday for timed prac, in the HALL. it feels as though i'm having another prelims man. shucks. =X i hate that. one thing for sure, the grades won't differ much from prelims lorh. haii. -shakes head.

everyone asking me to update during this week. seriously super pai seh. cause i was super busy. and lazy too. =P lots of things on my mind. sigh. ip schs de EOYs are coming. wish them all the best. hopefully when O's come, i have their best wishes too! xD *hints.

AHH.

took soo long to load this stupid page. my com is super lag. the laggiest, laziest com in the whole cck district lorh! hanged 3 times before i can get into firefox, then lag 2 times before i can load this page. sickening. luckily, tml it's gonna be formatted. by my uncle. and did i say, he's veery handsome. xD not that i have any designs on him. haha. but, i really think that his wife doesn't pei de shang ta. sad huh. =(

ookays! tml i'm gonna get a dress i saw at bukit merah. going there to finish up my chem. with min again. yeah.. you know, i really fell in love with that dress at the first sight. it's like, i dont know what colour, brown/ black, and it's a lil above knee. it looks really nice on the model, soo.. yeah. gonna try it out tml. xD i'm soo happy! and.. i left with 2 topics of chem. which is acids, bases, and salts, and organic chem. these two big chapters. amaths? i already long given up on it. haii. can't do much to help with a weekend right? ayee.

soo yeap! i picked topics for chem too. if not, i doubt i can be THIS relax now lorh. still piah-ing i guess. covered 6 out of 8 topics that i chose. =\ quite ookay bahh. i think. hopefully they'll come out. but then how many questions are there in total arh? like got 10 leh. o.O that's a lot.

today aftn's rain is long and heavy. and it's super cold too. gosh, i was wrapping myself in a blanket lorh. nice weather to sleep too. but mom don't allow. =( awh. end up watching this show that my mom bought. it's in hokkien, soo i don't really understand much, but lucky for the chinese subs. the story is kinda like Cinderella, but.. the step sis is real nice. and sha li sha qi one. =P soo they both fall in love with the same guy, and blah blah blah. you can guess the rest.

gosh. sooo tired! -yawns. survived one day without aftn nap. not bad right? xD soo yeah. dont disturb me anymore. BOO!

ALMOST LATE TODAY. and whose fault is it?

MY OH-SOO-CUTEE sis.

soo yeah. got up at 7. got the shock of my short 15 plus year old life as today got hmt prelims paper. was in a rush, in a bad mood, what-ever that you can associate with being late. and why i end up like this? cause my freaking sis off-ed my alarm clock. -roll eyes- well, it's hard to describe, but my bed and my sis's bed is pushed together side by side, i'm on the right, soo that she won't roll off the bed. those who came to my house before will know. then i put my alarm clock in the middle of the two beds to prevent IT from falling onto the floor. AND SHE OFF-ED IT. soo great right? i almost wanted to kill her, and she must thanks her lucky stars that i didn't. cause my call-ed taxi is already waiting downstairs. and when i'm back at home now, she's off to sch. went out of the house at 'bout 7.15, and i'm still scared that i'll be late, cause gates closes at 7.25. guess i'm lucky, cause i reached sch not only in time, but still have time to climb 4 storys to my classroom to put down the bag. PHEW. this scare has woken me up totally, and i still don't feel sleepy now. =X but i think i'll still sleep later. what's that look for? it's raining, it's cold, it's sleep time!

soo i didn't get to memorise all the "hao ci hao ju" given by the teachers due to my rush(thanks to who?), and luckily for me, the paper was ookay, except that i might get the format of the compo wrong. hopefully not. =\ the second paper was tiring man! the third compre, i was skipping every other sentence. x-x and it's super duper cold in the hall. pearlyn good lorh, got jacket. at first, at the sound of the rain, which i didn't know was rain, i thought someone on-ed the fan to max. then i was metally cursing the person who did it. then, when i look out of the hall, i realised that it was raining. gosh, weather changes fast nowadays huh. soo anyways, i don't have enough time, but. whatever. as if i know how to do all if there's sufficient time.

now i knew that i made a right choice 'bout saying i'm not going for the first three months. cause i doubt i can get in anyways. =X but i aiming to get into sajc for my O's. i love that sch! xD the uniform rocks! though it's kinda far.. if asked whether i've got any dream sch, then it'll be VICTORIA jc! i know i know, it's farrrrr. but then, it's a good sch you know. the 3rd in whole Singapore. very good le eh. and it's music based too. xD

kayys, it's raining, and it's cold. time for me to hibernate le! xD tata!

TODAY'S EMATHS'S A KILLER PAPER LORH! ahh shucks. sure fail de. =X

super sucky larh. all the topics that i'm weak in the. vectors, bearings, locus, angle properties. darnit. physics mcq also can fail le. super a lot of careless mistakes. hopefully my paper2 can pull it up. =\ but a lot of people commented that mcq easy lorh. shucks shucks shucks. x-x tml's chinese, and surprisingly, it needs to be studied. yeah, that's right. we've got papers, done by some of my school mates and nice quotes by our teachers. can memorising really help you in scoring well for chinese? o.O gosh, first time i've heard, but yeah, try lorh. cause the rest of my maths and science subjects is down the drain.

well, nvm. i'll be ookay. =\ don't believe me? i meant it. it can't get any worser than mid-year right? erm, i hope. if it does, i'm going to commit suiside. serious.




OF COURSE I'M NOT SERIOUS! -roll eyes-

soo anyways, after the paper, wanting, xinyu, huimin and me, we went to siam kitchem to eat, cause tml is hmt, can slack. =P guess who we saw? almost the whole two department for science and english and humanities de teachers are there too! gosh right?! soo well, we went in, smiled at my cme teacher. while waiting for our food to be served, mr osgodby and mz phua walked in!! i was having the wierdest moment of my life. lucky i decided not to go prom, if not, i guess it'll be even weirder! i mean, dressing to the nines in front of your teachers? ahhh.. =X soo yeah, we even planned on how to say bye bye to mr osgodby, cause he's our form teacher, and it'll be rude not to greet mahh.. end up, he went off earlier than us, and we said the briefest bye bye. hah! WIERD RIGHT? x-x

you must be thinking that we're very brave to go in horr. xD yeah, i admit we are. haha! even i was shocked by myself for agreeing to go in for lunch. gosh. i really surprise myself these few days. =\

YAY!

physics paper2 and emaths paper1 is over. gosh. i dont think i like maths and science that much larh. hope that the exams end faster. xD anways anyways, 'bout today's physics, well. i dont really dare to say it was easy, but it wasn't as hard as mid-year, like mr loh had said. i think. yeah. luckily for me, there's not much calculation, cause my remembering of formulas suck. totally. =\ well, soo there's this "either" qn on cathode ray oscilloscope. i totally blanked out. god help me. soo decided to do the "or", which is about torque. at least i could understand what's the question's talking 'bout. guess i'm seriously bad in radioactivity. tml's mcq is a sure-die paper. cause i spent the day revising emaths today. we-ell, not ex-act-ly the whole day. =P 'bout evening start? till just now. went through those topics that needed drawing and those i not very sure how to calculate. tedious lorh. =X soo yeah, physics. aiyah, at most like mid-year, flunk. but hopefully not. if not, my l1r5 is gonna look horrendous. HOWEVER. i've decided not to attend the first 2 months in jc le. 1st-ly, sure cannot make it in. 2nd-ly, i'm too lazy. =P 3rd-ly, i can't minus the two marks awarded even if i went to the same jc. soo yeah. must as well dont go. i'm deciding to go do some part-time work, not in this area of course, just in case i meet some friends or what-so-ever. maybe somewhere.. further east? i think cindia wants to come with me too. =) my parents also consent my decision, soo, not to worry! ^^

hopefully tml's paper will be easier than today's. but heard from mr loh that it shouldn't be a prob. though everytime he says that, not many people scored well. heh. =\ i think it was mr lee that said triple sci students commented that the physics paper was hard. well, hopefully, the whole lvl did average-ly not up to expectations then.. MODERATE! xD i'm soo looking forward to that, though in the past few years, only amaths results is moderated. sad huh. this's not very important anyways. O's the one that we needa worry 'bout. ayee. it's gonna come soon.

but after that, let's PAR-TAY! xD

haii. another sigh. amaths.. if only my basics are that pro, then this paper'd be a breeze. serious. this paper is considered easy le. considering that it's our prelims. haii. =X and lit, the topic i studied for did not come out, soo end up do extract. and there's like super a lot of part questions. !!! almost cannot do finish. for every part question, i only write about 2 paras lorh. no time. shucks. guess i needa train my writing speed le. =(

tml's emaths and physics paper 2. gosh. i sure don't have time to revise for emaths one. cause i haven even touch physics. I'M GONNA SPOT TOPICS! so that don't needa study soo much. yay. =X as if that's anything to be happy 'bout. and what am i still doing here?

ahhh. i hate myself. for being a slacker. =(

ahh shucks. today's geog is.. =X "mei jiu le"? especially mcq. gosh.

and tml's another bad day. AMATHS. man.. this totally . at least the lit paper is before amaths.. =\ i've decided not to revise for tml's amaths paper le. i'm brave right? xD yeah, i guess. but of course i'll try to make up with the paper2, which is on.. monday. yeap, that's right.

gosh. having a headache right now. at the left side of my head. shezz. lack of sleep i guess? kept yawning today. especially during geog. i think everyone's tired too. got quite a no. of friends sitting around me in the hall are yawning too. heh, i'm not the only one. =P i know i know, many people consider 6 hours of sleep sufficient, but i need MORE. kayy, i admit, i'm quite a sleeper. it's possible to sleep the whole day you know. i did that once. xP it was, fantastic. x) will do that again soon. after my O's. hah. that's when i'll be burning most of my textbooks during class chalet. yeap, i wanna do it! xD burn them for the bbq fire. haha! xP

cant wait for the O's to end, yet don't want them to come that fast. soo contradicting of me. =X

heyy. just realise. my english sucks here. =X this's not going to help in my O's english.

soo, i'll just have to improve on my next few entries. starting now. yeap! ^^ dont ask me about hmt. for that subject, i guess a b3, and i can tou xiao le. =P serious! my chinese is not as strong as my fellow classmates. =\ which is sad, yeah i know. soo, i just have to drill on my humanities, which is fine by me. cause they ROCKS! yeap! i love humans, they are much more adorable than maths and sciences.

but then again, what jobs are there Singapore's society that you can use your humanity skills? very little i guess. =\ that's why i'm torturing myself now, taking 2 pure sciences and 2 maths. haii. what a sad life. keep this short, as tml's my geog prelims. got to sleep early, blah blah.

AHH! I HATE PRELIMS.

here i am, sipping my root beer, after a series of misfortunate events. =x mm, not sure whether to be happy or what, seriuously. kayy kayy, start from the morning...

10 plus, i met up with min at limbang mac to eat breakfast. then, dont know why, min cant get the connection that we ARE supposed to get in Mac's right? cause of the wireless connection that they provide. soo anyways. yeah, after having my big breakfast and she her hotcakes, we decided to go bukit merah library, AGAIN, to study. soo we crossed the road and waited for a cab. accidentally my footing slipped on a rock and my slipper kinda broke at the middle. - 1st bad stuff that happened. KAYY, I KNOW YOU ARE LAUGHING RIGHT NOW. go on, LAUGH. =X humph. soo yeah, i comteplated on whether to get a new pair of slippers or just buy super glue and stick it back. i decided on the latter. soo when min finally got my super glue from basicpoint and we glued back my slipper holding, we are just about to step out into the streets to hail a cab when PLAH, heavy rain poured down. -2nd bad stuff. yeah, it sounded soo, in a movie thing, but seriously, it happened. TO ME. =X soo. instead of looking at the rain pour and waste time, we on min's daddy's laptop and listen to a song called Riverdance played by a symphonic band. nope, not crashes of the laptop or what-so-ever. after listening to that piece, we decided to brave the receeding rain and went back out on the streets to catch a cab. -now here's the 3rd unlucky stuff that happened. either the cabs were taken, or. they refused us. =x heyy, at this point of time, if you're not even sympatizing me, you not my friend lorh. -humph. soo yeah. finally, and i really mean FINALLY, we got on a cab, and we're all commenting on how unlucky we were.. then i was saying, "heyy, at least when bad things happen, they happen in threes, and now we have all threes, good luck will come soon." kayy, at this crucial point, min have to add, "what if they come in thirteen? i mean, thirteen's an unlucky no." well, being quite "xie men", bad luck continued to come. ugh.

we got down at bukit merah in one piece, safely, and wanted to see if there's any shoe shops that i can get new slippers. kayy, 4th unlucky thing. no shoe shops. yeah yeah, beginning to believe that i'm really unlucky today right? =( wait a moment, i go refill my root beer..

ookay, back! ^^ erm, then we went on to the library, which we managed to find back our seats from yesterday, and i started to read my book. at the mean time worrying that those guys from yesterday might appear AGAIN. =\ at 'bout 2 i think, we were hungry and went to the market there to eat again. this time, the bak kut teh shop is CLOSED! awh shucks. -5th bad stuff. soo, have to make do with mee hoon kueh ( you know what that is right? ). went back to the library. and poof, study time. finished up my geog - river and coasts. xD i'm a happy girl. while i'm studying, min on the com and we played 2 players de pinball. ahh shucks, this reminded me that she has more high scores than me. =( kayy, when we decided it was almost time to go and i went to grab some books before the threathening clouds fall as water droplets called rain, PLAH. rain falls. AGAIN. now there, what have i done to deserve this?! great, and now we're trapped in the library. soo min wanted to go to the place that look like the ngee ann poly that bus stop that place (see yesterday's entry), while i suggested to try to get a cab home, as i'm really sick of today. =x we waved like mad under the shelter, but i guess no cab drivers saw bahh.. soo. we ran in the rain and got to the place that look like ngee ann poly bus stop, which is called 116A. it was really fun running in the rain. xD and i got quite wet. and i was wearing shorts. not sure whether that's better than jeans. =\ and thank my remaining lucky stars that i'm wearing black. haha! =P took some pics to prove that it's really raining.


can see the taxi splashing the drain water up right?


the wet floor has become reflective. =)


our own personal space. DONT INTRUDE LARH! =P

after this, i whined on going back, and we caught a cab back. YAY! xD soo happy.

YAY! i'm home? uhh, actually, no. =x

aha! i'm at my friend's house. soo yeah. usual's for today. woke up at 10.30. slack till it was lunch time. then revise physics. THEN. i went out! mm, to BUKIT MERAH library. tell you, its the best library i've ever been. xD cause it's got the most books that i wanted. and it's quite big actually. soo yeah, went there to finish up my physics radioactivity. which i did, of course.

somehow while we were studying, these bunch of guys came in and sat down.. beside us (me and min). soo yeah, super noisy, rowdy, whatever. they sounded like.. one of my friend larh. english and chinese also not proficient. mm. =P soo, they just like, started their crapping. =\ saying in loud voices, eh, (friend's name), stop looking at girls larh. -roll eyes- soo yeah, me and min did our best to ignore, is which seriously hard when they did some real spastic actions. haha! and they tried to ask for our no.s. if you consider them looking at us and we NOT looking at them while they're asking. heh. i think they're from gang you know, cause there's this guy in white who walked over and they called him lao da. or boss. forgot. =P and they continued their non-constructive talk. about the library's cameras and stuff like that. at least min had on my ear phones, which is not THAT bad. for me, i had to endure like almost half an hour of them. ugh.

PLUS. í was very cold. shivering a little. hope its not visible. =\ yeap. after that bunch of guys left, we decided to go for dinner. soo went to the nearest market, and then, I SAW A SHOP SELLING BAK KUT TEH. it was like, DREAM COME TRUE! i've been craving for it like, very very super duper long? xD and i decided to eat that, and min too. =) we talked about, out past experiences with.. not telling you details. hah! xP soo yeah, went back to the library, and found out this real nice place beside the library and took photos! yay! here are some taken min (cause i cant upload mine) :







yeah. got more, but lazy arh.. =P from the fron, it looks like the bus stop outside ngee ann leh. which is kinda cutee. =) soo yeah, came home, uhh not exactly home, at 'bout 8 plus, took a taxi, and walked back from lot one. not cause i want, but min wants it, soo yeah. anyways, now at her house, just opposite my house, typing all these down. mm, should be going soon already. :D

i haven't told anyone 'bout this blog yet. main prob? i'm not done designing it. yet. =x
ahh. i HATE html. and the colour codes. it's giving me a headache seriously. and since start, i've been recieving liltle/no help at all. ooh yeah min helped in telling me 2 tips i guess, but uhh, i forgot. =P anyways, kinda pleased that i can get the basics done. heh-heh. =P

does anyone knows the feeling of being nagged by your parents? THEY SUCK. yeah. don't understand why they're more anxious than me regarding my prelims. =X it's like, every hour, they won't feel right if they don't remind me how much i've been slacking, using the com, watching the tv, reading story books, blah blah. BUT HEY! who doesn't does at least one of those a day? (pls tell me.) -roll eyes-

soo yeah. amaths day today! been doing circular measure. a topic which i hate and bad in(sadly). soo. i realised it wasn't as bad as i thought it was. especially when i spent 'bout 30 mins solving the trickiest one. review qns 7, qn 11. =D which, depending on my standard of circular measure, is totally.. unexpected? haha! was very happy with my acheivements, soo yeah i am, gloating. heh-heh. =P

mm. tml will be physics day. yeah. sciences. EWW. they're not my pals. just aquaintances. yeap. =X ooh yeah, have been harping on whether to take arts or maths/science stream in jc. it's like, my maths and science, totally no hope. =( humanities, yeah, i LOVE them. xD and if i really went into the maths/science stream, my a lvl results ain't gonna be pretty. ucks.

this also leads me into thinking of my future career. gosh. that's a real headache. lotsa people i know seem to know what they wanna be. i have friends wanting to be heart specialist, eye doc, music productions, helping parents in their businesses.. SOO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO BE? uhh.

i don't know!

gosh. sometimes, this really makes one freaks. =X

Wow.

first posting, soo yeah. trying to see my blog in its skin. blah blah.

was actually using msn space, but under the influence of my friends, TADA! i started using blogspot. =D

quite excited about this first posting, but then, i'm more eagar to see my blog. AHH. FASTER FASTER. =P

mm.. today was quite slack. slept through the whole morning. aftn went downstairs (void-deck) to do emaths and science. then come back home about 4 and started to watch kids central.

YEAH, I WATCH KIDS CENTRAL. WHAT'S THAT PROB HUH? xD

soo anyways, tonight's wasted on creating this. and.. kinda freakish that today flew past. AGAIN. i seem to be saying this everyday. -bleah. why some people just cant have the .. what's that called? self motivation, discipline, WHATEVER. yeah, i'm one of them. =X

soo. i'm gonna see the first posting.

SEE YEAH!