ive been feeling pretty restless recently.. hm, let me think why. uh huh. maybe cause ive TESTS straight away when school reopens? ahhhhh, that explains all i guess. who looks forward to it. YUCKS.
anyways, ive just read the cold jokes that MUI sent through gmail. LOL. super duper HER kind of jokes. but still, it's heart warming to see that mail. cause it's her xin yi. (: it's actually pretty interesting to see how these small gestures can bring a smile to our tired faces at the end of a tiring holiday.
thinking back, we've actually come a long way to be what we are today. all that we've gone through, it makes us become like the 29th. and just afew months ago, i was still marvelling at their bonded-ness. no! we're different. ours are special in a different way. to those who have really spent time with us, the sense of belonging cannot be denied. in fact, i pity those who have not put in their time and effort and is left out sometimes. however, to most of us, the harvest this year is plentiful.
i dont want to move forward. 4months later, we would be stepping down. my motivation to go to school will be torn away. but this would be a test to us. to treasure and maintain this friendship found, or to let it fade away with each passing day?
we shall see.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Friday, December 21, 2007--10:08:00 PMY
sometimes i do wonder what's my existance for. im sure everyone is created for something. i just haven't found out what my something is.
all that im sure about, i want to be missed when im gone.
that should be what everyone wishes right? to have an impact on others, having others feel your absent.
i mean, won't you feel sad if otherwise?
i would.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Saturday, December 15, 2007--11:01:00 PMY
why should it matter. humans really court their own death sometimes.
whatever.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Friday, December 14, 2007--8:40:00 PMY
people are complaining that i dont update my blog. *looks down at the tagboard* :p
heyy, cant blame me! you sure you wanna hear about me returning to school and doing council stuffs, or staying at home sitting on the sofa watching tv till my butt is numb, or sleeping away half of the day? well, thats how ive been passing these few days.. i bet yours is much more interesting than mine.
then again, i must clarify, doing council work doesnt equal to no life. THAT IS MY LIFE. :D dont know why, alot of jc students dont like their council. i know they're alright with the councillors, but they just dont like council. teenagers' rebellious nature perhaps? but heyy! we're working our nights away for the sake of who? NOT US for sure.
this will result in people saying, "who ask you guys to join council!"
but then again, you havent join council before, you wont know what we've gone through, what we've done as a team, and how strong we've grown throughout these months of hardwork and play. so isnt it abit unfair shining a different light on council then?
i know you guys love your cca. understand us, we love our cca too! :D
and i really appreciate those OGLs who's been really cooperative and nice! xD im not sure about the rest, but the 9OGLs whom im in-charge of calling, they're angels. (:
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007--10:15:00 PMY
under what conditions does suspicion arises?
when there's evidence, or simply, based on nothing that's happening..
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Sunday, December 02, 2007--11:14:00 AMY
MY BELOVED..
BOLSTER!
hahahaaa! thanks for being with me throughout that evil cramp this week.
and i saw what i missed at lynn's blog. shucks.. D:
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Hey You There!
Yupps im talking to you looking at the screen.
HELLO! :D
Your Visit Is Most Welcomed. :D
The Girl
qiyin here.
18years of age.
I Want
simple.
loads of cold hard cash.
with them, i go shopping..
and viola!
they turn into things that can bring joy and happiness!