Friday, November 16, 2007--11:57:00 PMY
hahahaa. i feel bad. look at the difference in numbers. :p
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
--10:23:00 PMY
MY BIRTHDAY IN
ONE HOUR AND 37MINS! :D:D
ONE HOUR AND 37MINS! :D:D
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007--5:35:00 PMY
my xxxxx,
i really dont know how to start writing this. im not even sure you'd give a damn about it. after all these time, i never thought that we would be at this point. it sucks, but i know that we arent gonna work out alright.
do you ever know that i love you so much, it pains me.
friends always tell me, why do you have to put up with him. you definately can find someone better.
but they know the reason: my love for you was blind.
do you remember that we would always be up all night, talking till the morning light.
do you remember that we used to laugh and say, that no one would stand in our way.
now i would fall asleep in hopes of dreaming that it would be like the way it used to be.
i watched helpless as you turned away from me.
a pain so deep, i have to carry.
i remember the times i used to call you in the middle of the night crying.
and you were there to shelter my pain.
you used to say that i loved you like a child.
possessive of her own things yet innocent as could be.
i admit that im like a child.
one that needs alot of attention and love.
once, you said that it was adorable.
yet now, i guess you just find that irritating.
you couldnt even be bothered to return my smses when im sad and i need you to get over it.
just afew words will do.
but the reply i was waiting for never did came.
that hurts the most.
my feelings for you is so ever strong.
my love for you never once faded.
i think i know what's on your mind, cause you look like you've got something to say.
but i made my move first.
i saved you the trouble.
a part of me died as i made this decision.
i just wanted you to know, that my love for you cannot be described in words.
but i just couldn't make you see it after all these while.
i may not be able to say those words anymore.
but, i love you.
woah. i think i can publish a book or something already. got the inspiration from xxx. of who, i'll never say. ive been having random mood swings lately. BUT ITS NOT PMS YEAH.
hehh.
i really dont know how to start writing this. im not even sure you'd give a damn about it. after all these time, i never thought that we would be at this point. it sucks, but i know that we arent gonna work out alright.
do you ever know that i love you so much, it pains me.
friends always tell me, why do you have to put up with him. you definately can find someone better.
but they know the reason: my love for you was blind.
do you remember that we would always be up all night, talking till the morning light.
do you remember that we used to laugh and say, that no one would stand in our way.
now i would fall asleep in hopes of dreaming that it would be like the way it used to be.
i watched helpless as you turned away from me.
a pain so deep, i have to carry.
i remember the times i used to call you in the middle of the night crying.
and you were there to shelter my pain.
you used to say that i loved you like a child.
possessive of her own things yet innocent as could be.
i admit that im like a child.
one that needs alot of attention and love.
once, you said that it was adorable.
yet now, i guess you just find that irritating.
you couldnt even be bothered to return my smses when im sad and i need you to get over it.
just afew words will do.
but the reply i was waiting for never did came.
that hurts the most.
my feelings for you is so ever strong.
my love for you never once faded.
i think i know what's on your mind, cause you look like you've got something to say.
but i made my move first.
i saved you the trouble.
a part of me died as i made this decision.
i just wanted you to know, that my love for you cannot be described in words.
but i just couldn't make you see it after all these while.
i may not be able to say those words anymore.
but, i love you.
woah. i think i can publish a book or something already. got the inspiration from xxx. of who, i'll never say. ive been having random mood swings lately. BUT ITS NOT PMS YEAH.
hehh.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Sunday, November 11, 2007--11:26:00 AMY
NIGHT SAFARI!
and i found out that, it is really reeeeeaallly like ZOO, just that people go in at night, and the roads are smaller, and it doesnt stink that much (from my memory of the zoo). at first when you step foot in, its actually quite creepy. but after awhile, i guess you'll get used to it. must go with people that you're close with then FUN. just imagine wan ting going in. HAHAHAA. xD
and yong cheng said that i cant really see the animals. which was quite true sometimes.. they dont come out for you. ): but i guess we're lucky that we can see most of the animals. AND DONT BE CHEATED. you know, if you dont take the pram, ahem, i meant tram, it equals to not going about a third of whatever that is in night safari. yeaps. AND NOBODY WARNED ME. :x ohwell.
there's a point in night safari where you face this hugeee reservior, and the scene is just majestic. and yesterday night, its was like going to rain, so the sky was purple, and it was, WAAAAHHHH. a very not-belonging-to-Singapore view. hahaa! its before the giraffes, i remember! :D
and we watched Creatures of the Night show. the animals out for show are CUTE la. and there's this staged missing animal. HAHAHA. and i actually fell for it. i even said, "wont their reputation be ruined, like this?" :x they "found" the missing SNAKE (ohmygod) under the audience's chair. HAHAA. but i think alot of people fall for that too. so im one of the majority. yeaps. :p
well, if you have money to spare and you dont know where to go, you can go NIGHT SAFARI! :D:D hahahaa! but i guess no one wants to go the second time. do they? o.o
AND. NO FAIRRRR. my sis got tamagotchi (is that how you spell it?)! so CUTE! my auntie gave her one. OHMAN I WANT TOOOO. where do you exactly find it from? bahhhh. my sis dont let me play la. shoots. next time i get PSP also dont let her play. muahahaa. xP
BUT I WANT THAT TAMAGOTCHI. ):
and i found out that, it is really reeeeeaallly like ZOO, just that people go in at night, and the roads are smaller, and it doesnt stink that much (from my memory of the zoo). at first when you step foot in, its actually quite creepy. but after awhile, i guess you'll get used to it. must go with people that you're close with then FUN. just imagine wan ting going in. HAHAHAA. xD
and yong cheng said that i cant really see the animals. which was quite true sometimes.. they dont come out for you. ): but i guess we're lucky that we can see most of the animals. AND DONT BE CHEATED. you know, if you dont take the pram, ahem, i meant tram, it equals to not going about a third of whatever that is in night safari. yeaps. AND NOBODY WARNED ME. :x ohwell.
there's a point in night safari where you face this hugeee reservior, and the scene is just majestic. and yesterday night, its was like going to rain, so the sky was purple, and it was, WAAAAHHHH. a very not-belonging-to-Singapore view. hahaa! its before the giraffes, i remember! :D
and we watched Creatures of the Night show. the animals out for show are CUTE la. and there's this staged missing animal. HAHAHA. and i actually fell for it. i even said, "wont their reputation be ruined, like this?" :x they "found" the missing SNAKE (ohmygod) under the audience's chair. HAHAA. but i think alot of people fall for that too. so im one of the majority. yeaps. :p
well, if you have money to spare and you dont know where to go, you can go NIGHT SAFARI! :D:D hahahaa! but i guess no one wants to go the second time. do they? o.o
AND. NO FAIRRRR. my sis got tamagotchi (is that how you spell it?)! so CUTE! my auntie gave her one. OHMAN I WANT TOOOO. where do you exactly find it from? bahhhh. my sis dont let me play la. shoots. next time i get PSP also dont let her play. muahahaa. xP
BUT I WANT THAT TAMAGOTCHI. ):
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Friday, November 09, 2007--4:41:00 PMY
i have this bad feeling that i have TOOTH DECAY.
i can feel a hole with my tongue on my left molar! OHMYGOD. im not sure whether its a chipped-off tooth or decay, but it TERRIFIES me at the thought of DENTIST. YIKES.
anyways. i forgot to whom i tell, but im sick of MY life!
I WANNA BE A HAPPIER GIRL.
I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before.
i tried to sleep
but the clock is stuck at thought of ______.
keeping it inside, it's killing me
i wish i could find the words to say.
i can see the path that im supposed to take
but i just couldn't seem to take the step.
THE FACADE OF LIFE.
i can feel a hole with my tongue on my left molar! OHMYGOD. im not sure whether its a chipped-off tooth or decay, but it TERRIFIES me at the thought of DENTIST. YIKES.
anyways. i forgot to whom i tell, but im sick of MY life!
I WANNA BE A HAPPIER GIRL.
I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before.
i tried to sleep
but the clock is stuck at thought of ______.
keeping it inside, it's killing me
i wish i could find the words to say.
i can see the path that im supposed to take
but i just couldn't seem to take the step.
THE FACADE OF LIFE.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Thursday, November 08, 2007--8:39:00 PMY
min: i have this sudden urge to sit airplane at night and SLEEP.
me: ehh i wanna sit that two layered airplane lor! so cool~ never sit before one! :D:D
min: huh. two layered?
me: yaaa! that two layered that one? the new one! *uses hand to show two layers*
min: what?
me: that uhhhh, TWO STORYED PLANEEEEE!
min: TWO STORYED LAAAA. WHAT TWO LAYERED! RUBBISH! YOU THINK KUEH LA PIS ARH. xD
me: HUH. why kueh la pis? why cannot gao ding kueh. mygod la, so unglam!
both: HAHAHAHAHAA.
RANDOMNESS.
me: ehh i wanna sit that two layered airplane lor! so cool~ never sit before one! :D:D
min: huh. two layered?
me: yaaa! that two layered that one? the new one! *uses hand to show two layers*
min: what?
me: that uhhhh, TWO STORYED PLANEEEEE!
min: TWO STORYED LAAAA. WHAT TWO LAYERED! RUBBISH! YOU THINK KUEH LA PIS ARH. xD
me: HUH. why kueh la pis? why cannot gao ding kueh. mygod la, so unglam!
both: HAHAHAHAHAA.
RANDOMNESS.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
--11:48:00 AMY
CAN YOU BELIEVE IVE GOT MY OWN MT EVEREST?
YEAH. LOOK AT MY STACK OF HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
TOTALLY SCARY MAN. lets see.
the very very urgent ones are LEP. baaaahhh. 5 pieces of 20m essay by next friday. they evil one can. me and eunice still owe homework and they throw more on me. MAKES ME RUN AWAY MORE. then i still got xue shan fei hu to read finish, which im still stuck somewhere going to pg100. PW IN CHINESE. MAN. IMAGINE THE HORROR. its long overdue lor. but dont know whats my group members doing so i shall slack abit. :p
then got econ and maths, but those over the whole hols can complete. NEVERMIND. i kinda like maths and econs anyways. (:
HOW COME MY CHEMISTRY DONT HAVE ARH. GOOD. :D
then then. AAHHHHHH PROPOSALS! ohman. now busy with games de. later have to switch back to PublicRelations com to organize the OGL WORKSHOP. baaaahhh. i know how the seniors felt already. BUT ITS FUN! xD
YEAH. LOOK AT MY STACK OF HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
TOTALLY SCARY MAN. lets see.
the very very urgent ones are LEP. baaaahhh. 5 pieces of 20m essay by next friday. they evil one can. me and eunice still owe homework and they throw more on me. MAKES ME RUN AWAY MORE. then i still got xue shan fei hu to read finish, which im still stuck somewhere going to pg100. PW IN CHINESE. MAN. IMAGINE THE HORROR. its long overdue lor. but dont know whats my group members doing so i shall slack abit. :p
then got econ and maths, but those over the whole hols can complete. NEVERMIND. i kinda like maths and econs anyways. (:
HOW COME MY CHEMISTRY DONT HAVE ARH. GOOD. :D
then then. AAHHHHHH PROPOSALS! ohman. now busy with games de. later have to switch back to PublicRelations com to organize the OGL WORKSHOP. baaaahhh. i know how the seniors felt already. BUT ITS FUN! xD
not the homework part.
HOW CAN I FORGET CIB'S EVENT THE ONE! :D:D man! started out to plan the dates yesterday! took super looooonng la. but still CM IS ALWAYS FUN. :D tentative dates are out. after the meeting, i found out, numbers are scary.
im a busy girl! xD
STUPID LEP. :p
cant wait to graduate and GET RID OF IT! :D
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Monday, November 05, 2007--2:53:00 PMY
OP IS OFFICIALLY OVER! :D
YEAPS. today was my op. i got ms petrinne lee! my tennis teacher! ohmygosh. so high sia. actually i thought she would be lenient and all. cause pe teacher ma.. BUT. her q and a qns are SO HARD! freakish la! and i just got crowned ms. bullshit. (i really dont like the usage of words here by the way:p) HAHAA. my group members said i talked so like an economist. psst. i think i can score well for econs alvls. xD
oh ya! i saw nina and guo hao at the council board when i was heading outta school. they were coming up with o1 college games! so fun! of course, cause i crashed ma. :p i helped them thought of two i think! :D ohnos. i still have to think of sentosa ones. (im in that com) HAHAA. xDand IM STILL WITH HUIMIN FOR THAT! wow. talk about fate.
anyways. super tired now. dont even have to mood to eat my lunch. GONNA HEAD TO MY BED.
SEE YOU GUYS IN SCHOOL! ^^
YEAPS. today was my op. i got ms petrinne lee! my tennis teacher! ohmygosh. so high sia. actually i thought she would be lenient and all. cause pe teacher ma.. BUT. her q and a qns are SO HARD! freakish la! and i just got crowned ms. bullshit. (i really dont like the usage of words here by the way:p) HAHAA. my group members said i talked so like an economist. psst. i think i can score well for econs alvls. xD
oh ya! i saw nina and guo hao at the council board when i was heading outta school. they were coming up with o1 college games! so fun! of course, cause i crashed ma. :p i helped them thought of two i think! :D ohnos. i still have to think of sentosa ones. (im in that com) HAHAA. xDand IM STILL WITH HUIMIN FOR THAT! wow. talk about fate.
anyways. super tired now. dont even have to mood to eat my lunch. GONNA HEAD TO MY BED.
SEE YOU GUYS IN SCHOOL! ^^
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Sunday, November 04, 2007--8:59:00 PMY
today i learn something very important.
you cannot, ABSOLUTELY CANNOT, laugh when you feel constipated.
yes thats right. its times like this, when you ate till you feel like a stuffed toy and you have a oh-very-good friend beside you who makes you laugh and OHMYGOD. TOILET PLEASE.
HA HA HA.
see mindy kon.
told you i'll blog about it.
TADA!
you cannot, ABSOLUTELY CANNOT, laugh when you feel constipated.
yes thats right. its times like this, when you ate till you feel like a stuffed toy and you have a oh-very-good friend beside you who makes you laugh and OHMYGOD. TOILET PLEASE.
HA HA HA.
see mindy kon.
told you i'll blog about it.
TADA!
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Saturday, November 03, 2007--11:57:00 PMY
somehow, i just feel that its not enough.
ive tried. you've tried.
so what's lacking?
dont ask me.
ive tried. you've tried.
so what's lacking?
dont ask me.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
--5:03:00 PMY
you took my hand
you showed me how
you promised me you'd be around.
i took your words and i believed
in everything you said to me.
forever and ever.
who knew.
ive to start counting my blessings now. (:
you showed me how
you promised me you'd be around.
i took your words and i believed
in everything you said to me.
forever and ever.
who knew.
ive to start counting my blessings now. (:
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Friday, November 02, 2007--8:00:00 PMY
just now, my mom almost sinks her teeth into one of my chocolates.
me: AAHHHHHHHHHHHH!
mom: what thing?
me: mommyyyyy, you eating MY chocolates!
mom: oh you buy one arh? how come fridge got so many tibits. waste money leh you. i help you clear stock, no wonder getting fatter. *grumbles*
me: CANNOT EATTTTT! i want to eat de lor! gimme backkk!
mom: next time buy for you la, petty!
me: cannot! my friend give me one leh you. ask daddy buy for you! *snatches my chocolate back and took a bite* SEE. im eating it. :p
i saved my chocolate! :D
me: AAHHHHHHHHHHHH!
mom: what thing?
me: mommyyyyy, you eating MY chocolates!
mom: oh you buy one arh? how come fridge got so many tibits. waste money leh you. i help you clear stock, no wonder getting fatter. *grumbles*
me: CANNOT EATTTTT! i want to eat de lor! gimme backkk!
mom: next time buy for you la, petty!
me: cannot! my friend give me one leh you. ask daddy buy for you! *snatches my chocolate back and took a bite* SEE. im eating it. :p
i saved my chocolate! :D
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
--7:31:00 AMY
15days! :D:D
but before that.
OP.
but before that.
OP.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.