If you were a magical creature, which would you be? Your Result: Unicorn You are nice!!! Sweet and lovable, you are a unicorn. You are very compassionate, and do good deeds even when you don't have to. You are also very modest.
Fairy
Dragon
Elf
Troll
If you were a magical creature, which would you be? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

aint i nice? HAHA. i didnt know..
well, with my very perfect reasoning, i know that UNICORNS DONT EXIST. -.-

im kinda into these personality tests lately. another test said that i belong to another country (Mexico) cause its all rusty and simply classic and romantic. :D sounds not bad, but i would still wish to go USA first. :p

Whic story fairytale are you Your Result: Sleeping Beauty You are a mystery to those around you. You have an amazing voice with which you use to charm everyone around you. But you have enemies so beware. And keep away from needles.
Bella
Snow white
Cinderella
Whic story fairytale are you Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

HAHAHAHAHAA.
PRIVATE JOKE.
for those who knows me really well, this suits me eh? SLEEPING beauty! :D:D
i could really sleep the day away! WHEEEE~

and seriously, i could never be Cinderella, cause she has to do household chores.. -.-

i never thought you would remember,
those dreams i often spoke about,
dreams i wanted to make alive..


thank you for wanting to acheive them with me..
I LOVE YOU.

HELLO HELLO.

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳

爱让我们流多少眼泪



但我已身不由己..

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ON CHINESE LUNAR NEW YEAR! :D

may there be many years to come.. :)

FRIDAY HAS A NEW NAME NOW. :D:D





ohmygod. new year's coming and i havent get any new year clothes. MAN. this is bad. i mean, ive got LOADS of new clothes, but they are not for new year! x.x die le.



been real busy with work recently. files that pile up until i cant see the door. and boy, they are heavy. hm, also have been thinking about job hopping. but the problem is, i dont know what job to hop to. :x

im fine with the workload now, but i dont wanna work alone. although im not sure how to get a job with huimin together. BAHHH. *troubled*





AND AND. results coming out in 3 weeks or so. ohmygod that is FAST cannn. i feel like i just ended my Alvls. D: i guess some people like me will be freaking out, busy worrying about the outcome le ba. HAHAA. lazy me, didnt sudy enough. haii..





i want to hurry go back to studying..

many stuffs happened recently. but the best was that i got to see him for an hour or so on wednesday. :) he came out for PSC interview. suddenly i realise how short an hour could be..




i met up with mindy yesterday for dinner. its really comforting to have BESTIES around at these kinda times. (huimin and mindy) talking to them when im really in a mess can help soothe the turmoil inside. at least for awhile..

decided not to go for the NTU openhouse that i signed up for. its more or less for scholars and i doubt i have that calibre. no use go and waste my time..

and oh, i might be quitting my job at the end of feb. cause he's having this one week break during march and i want to pei him. then end of march, huimin's contract ending and perhaps we're gonna do some happy work like cashiering, cause you get to meet all kind of happy people out enjoying themselves. i think i really need to change my working environment. even mindy and huimin thinks so. ive told my parents. i listened to hm and talk to them nicely, although it wasnt very smooth-going, but i think i got my point through. :)


huimin was really great at planting false hopes in me you know. hahaa. funny girl. she told me how slack choa chu kang camp is, and ask me hope that he get in there as officer. then even worth it. higher pay plus slack work. hahahaa. i was hyped up a little becaus, cck camp just 10mins walk away from my house! like freaking NEARRR. :D:D but then again, the more you want something, it always doesnt happen. life's cruel huh. ohwell. live with it man.

been listening to radio (my colleage's) while working, that explains all the short lyrics after my post everytime. hahahaa. its like one or two songs would make me damn emo recently. i could totally connect with the words and all.


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friday is coming.

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

today is the 2nd day that he cant come fetch me after work, but it already seems like forever..

watched old movies recently. Another Cinderella Story is very very VERY NICE! :D:D
warning: its a chick flick. hahaa. i adore them. xD

been talking to my friend who has been in army for 1.5 years. i knew abot quite abit of stuff from him actually.. like, OCS is in JURONG! like omg de near choa chu kang that JURONG. now i think being an officer isnt that bad. im dropping the idea of a clerk. HAHAA. xP

work has been busy. closing past year files and such. tiring work, but days arent that slow when i have stuff to keep me occupied with. :) today i went out for my lawyer again. this time i handled a case that involve 330k! i was freaking scared that people won steal the cheque from me you know. hahahaa. im gonna be sooo dead if it happens. but then again, who dares to steal a lawyer's stuff? SUE YOU TO BANKRUPTCY MAN! :p

10 days to seeing you..


If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's destiny
The best things in life
They're free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

FOREVER.

i seem to have alot of things that i want to say to him every night..
.
.
.
but actually, all i want is to see him again..


谁改变了我的世界
没有方向
没有日夜
我看着天
这一刻在想
你是否会对我一样思念

你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天
在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前

想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明

The world would be a lonely place
Without the one that puts a smile on your face
So hold me 'til the sun burns out
I won't be lonely when I'm down

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer

I never doubted you at all
The stars collide, will you standby and watch them fall?
So hold me 'til the sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer

Yeah when I got you
Oh to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

Looking in your eyes
Hoping they won't cry
And even if you doI'll be in bed so close to you
Hold you through the night
And you'll be unaware
But if you need me
I'll be there

i wonder if its allowed, but he sneaked an sms to me at about 3plus in the afternoon. :D

tomorrow im going to have dinner with ting and huimin. ^^ at NYNY! both of them wanted to eat something a little more expensive so here goes. xD

and after i packed my wardrobe today, i dont really worry about no new year shopping anymore.
cause ive got loads of new clothes in the wardrobe!
like OMG de alot. :D:D

and i dug out afew pieces which i can wear to work. GREAT~ i dont have to look so mature (as he calls it) anymore. ^^

oh! its going to be night time soon. :D

I WOKE UP TO THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPEN THIS MORNING!

he smsed me early in the morning before he reported for whatever he need to report! lucky that i didnt on silent yesterday night, so when the phone rang, i woke up immediately. my poor thing has to wake up at 5.30 am.. SO EARLYYY. he usually has trouble waking at 6.30 am to go school.. D:

but still! he bothered to sms me! :D:D
it seemed to be ages since i see his sms.


but when the excitement wears off, i started to wallow again. SMSes was like so common back then.. i couldnt live 10mins without the faint vibration of my sony ericsson. and now... :x




OHWELL.
i know the meaning of that SMS was to cheer me up for the whole day.
i shall try not to disappoint him!

im going to clear my wardrobe today! get ready for new clothes to go in! HAHAA.

23rd jan hurry come..

i just talked to him. he sounded rush (bedtime for them), so we didnt really talk much. thats army life i guess.

i just want the 2weeks to be over fast...

I have officially become a part-time widow. D:

life kinda sucks without him around. this morning was the last time he would call me and pei me to work.. i really dont wanna put down the phone. its kinda his last freedom call or something. URGH.

after we hang up, it was busy morning for me and i cant sms him much. then, he couldnt use phone already. im missing him already. how in the world am i gonna last TWO FREAKING WEEKS?!

now, i hate taking mrt cause he's not there for me to lean on.
i dont look forward to 5.45 as much, cause he's not outside my workplace waiting to fetch me.
i dont look forward to 8.15 in the morning, cause he wont be calling me to talk.

my phone doesnt vibrate every 5mins or so. ITS JUST WIERD. i dont know what use i have for my phone now.

he's been really nice and patient, although ive been teary about this ns thing.
he even gave me ownership over 3rd party (his psp) for the time being, so that i can keep myself occupied when he's not around to pei me. (i get really grumpy when im bored.)

i hate life without him.


but then again, i guess its just the first 14 days of not seeing each other thats unbearable. he still can call me about 5 to 10 mins every night, and after the first two weeks, i can see him after every 5 days.. hm, shouldnt be thatttt bad laaaaa.. *psycho myself*

homecooked food for dinner cause, obviously, darling cant fetch me from work to bring me go eat dinner. BAHHH. i shall go eat le. he wants me to get fatter. :x


and and, im looking forward to the call thats coming around 9.30 tonight. :D

i think its time to revive my blog abit. its getting dead. erm, i think its already dead.