qiyin's little world.

Friday, August 31, 2007--8:51:00 PMY

today's aar successful. in provoking alot of emotions that were kept at bay by alot of us.

sometimes, im shocked at what eunice can do. ren xiao xiao, but at the certain times she set the right mood for the event. today aar, she shocked us all when she was soo agitated. after what she said, i could feel her wu nai, her disappointment in certain people. i guess that has not really happened to me before, because im more vocal, soo i almost always get the help i needed. but for her, i could sense her desperation last night. SORRY EUNICE.

i admit that i was one of those who could not 'keep my emotions under control' (from baozhu's blog). to me, i feel that its better to just lash your fustration and anger out soo that these wont carry forward to the future events, which upcoming would be O1 and movie marathon. like today, im glad everyone speaked up what they felt, being very much true to ourselves and other sc members. i know its hard to acheive, but i think all of us should try to forget all the wrong-doings of each other, and to be still able to work as one whole council in future events.

OHYES! I'LL BE WRITING A NOTE TO ALL COUNCILLORS. PLEASE CHECK THE NOTICEBOARD IN SC ROOM! :D:D i'll put it up by monday. (: go read yeah. for all of you. loveyouguys.

As Always, Loving and Missing You.

Sunday, August 26, 2007--11:51:00 AMY

hello. xD im back.

imalright. (: hahaa. ohyes. after teacher's day, its official break from cca! :D although i'd miss all the councs, but we're staying back for night study rights? xD and and and. wei hao tell me must really chiong during the sep hols, and id be fineee. ): i hope soo too.

YAY. WE'LL ALL PROMOTE! honour roll is waiting for more councs! xD

sc's my life.

As Always, Loving and Missing You.

Sunday, August 12, 2007--8:02:00 PMY

I SOO FREAKING HATE LIFE NOW. i cant express how much hate it.

stupid common tests are coming up. and i havent catch up yet. and there's still events and adhocs. 3 on-going events ohmygod la. AND FOR THE HUNT, no one seems to be very anxious about it. its like NEXT WEEK?! HELLOO THERE. cmon lets face it. everyone's attitude is not right. SOO SOO NOT RIGHT. and i have to be the happy one and rar rar infront of everyone. and my HOMEWORK! AHHHH. i understand the rest of the sc are damn stressed up too. I AM. i really try not to add additional stress to them. i even forget that there's logis, and i went to buy the publicity stuffs myself. cause its kinda last minute that kk suddenly ask me anyways. i try my very best to take care of everyone's welfare. BUT. who cares about me.

i soo freaking hate life. sometimes i just want to end it all.

As Always, Loving and Missing You.

Saturday, August 11, 2007--12:14:00 PMY

I HATE COUGH. ):

sian. common tests are coming. ohnoooo. ohwells. lets see how it goes.

ohyes. I DID FINISH DIFFERENTIATION! xD WOW. hahahaa! ookay la, 8a only. but do until i half dying ler. :p next have to revise graphing. i know nuts about it. and its gonna be tested this week. ahhhhhhhhhh.

thats yesterday. plus i baked COOKIES. but i cannot eat. sad right. my mom kop the rest sia. ): ohman. D: but this time's ones are nice. :D:D I SHALL WAIT! until im well, then i'll bake more to eat. MUAHAHAA. xD

but before that, COMMON TEST. Dx gonna MUG for CHEM now. ):

As Always, Loving and Missing You.

Saturday, August 04, 2007--5:40:00 PMY

HAHAA. im back after another bout of sickness. (:

took mc on thursday. went back to school yesterday. xiao wei, ya ying and wan ting they all say i look paler. where got. marcus very funny. ask me why dont use up the friday mc as well. he say VERY LANG FEI. hahaaa. ohwell. since friday is quite slack anyways. and. GOT ECONS! mr haniss's lecturing. cannot miss. although i really dont quite catch where he is at most times. haaa. x.x

then yesterday night got film fes. quite saddening to see half of 30th sc didnt turn up. even most of 29th turn up to support. ): haii. me and kk got talk about this quite a number of times ler. but cant seem to get a solution to bond the less enthu people to the rest. D: WHY LIKE THIS. OHWELL. enough of the sad part. (internal cca stuffs) filmfes de turnup not bad leh. (hopefully cib's events also will be as good) but then horr, after joining sc, it become natural to do aar (after-action review) seh. hahaaa. xD as follows:

no.1.
the scene too chaotic. hahaa. i see the president running about trying to settle everyone down. poor thing sia. for reserved seats, maybe can stick labels on the chairs so that there is less confusion for people. maybe im too blur la. but i really dont know where 30th's gonna seat. AND. that president actually ignored us when we asked him about the seating arrangement. (ookay la, he's very busy i can see) ohwell. hahaa. (:

no.2.
programmes not really done properly. at the front is ookay la. but i seriously think the last band shouldnt be put in. i mean, after a THRILLER, suddenly got this very high atmosphere? erm. kind of wierd huh. :x the audience around me also voicing out smilar opinions la. soo, can change for the better. (:

no.3.
yay! good points now! I LOVE THE ENDING PART! BALLOONS! :D:D hahaaa! specially catered to shildish people like the 29TH SC. hahaaa! ookay la. i think the rest of the audience also liked that alot. and i really mean ALOT. not bad arh. knows the targeted audience. hahaa. like pw like that. :p

no.4.
the videos quite good. well, there's respponse from the audience, which means its not boring them. hahaa. the first one was abit funny. xD second one arh, i dont know what to say. at first i really dont get it. hahaa. abit slow. but the red boy boy part darn freaking can. ohmygod. i paid 6bucks to scare myself. i cant believe i actually got freaked out at the part of the hostel and the newspaper thing. OHMYGOD. hahaa. alot of people screamed. hee. lucky got jacket. can cover most of the scary parts. xP i was practically pulling wan ting towards me lor. HEYY. its freaky ookay. the whole plot is. x.x

OHWELL. time to do WR. im soo (not) looking forward to it. (:

As Always, Loving and Missing You.

Thursday, August 02, 2007--11:14:00 PMY

didnt go school today. ):

im borrrrreeeeed at home lor. everyone's at school. being sick is really bad. D: but got alot of people sms me ask me take care. soo sweet. (: see, ive got great friends. :D:D

studied for ap gp test tomorrow. found that tutorial quite easy eh. :D hopefully tomorrow's test will turn out as fine. and i finally got my hands on the harry potter book! wee~

thankful that im alive. (:

As Always, Loving and Missing You.