Sunday, September 30, 2007--4:34:00 PMY
what a life to lead man. :D
hahahaa. although its kinda boring, but its WAYYYY BETTER than studying. xD im going out with min later. wee~ ohman. im bored stiff at home. others still having physics. see la, should be as xiao sa as me, say drop physics jiu drop physics ma. xP ookays la, i think id rather take ANYTHING than lep now. :x ohwells.
ohya. talking about lep, i got frightened until, it came into my dream. aiya, dont know how to say, i just sort of see the word LEP in front of me when i was sleeping, and i woke up! ohmans. SHOO SHOO. ):
EEYER. dont talk about it ler. I WANNA GO OUT LIAO. (:
GUYS! JIAYOU FOR THE REMAINING PAPERS! :D:D
IM WAITING! ^^
hahahaa. although its kinda boring, but its WAYYYY BETTER than studying. xD im going out with min later. wee~ ohman. im bored stiff at home. others still having physics. see la, should be as xiao sa as me, say drop physics jiu drop physics ma. xP ookays la, i think id rather take ANYTHING than lep now. :x ohwells.
ohya. talking about lep, i got frightened until, it came into my dream. aiya, dont know how to say, i just sort of see the word LEP in front of me when i was sleeping, and i woke up! ohmans. SHOO SHOO. ):
EEYER. dont talk about it ler. I WANNA GO OUT LIAO. (:
GUYS! JIAYOU FOR THE REMAINING PAPERS! :D:D
IM WAITING! ^^
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Saturday, September 29, 2007--9:58:00 PMY
first day of my post promos life!
ohmygod. i think im turning into a pig. woke up, eat, i dont know what i did, then its lunch, and after that i slept, then i still dont know what i did, and i went out with my family to Sakae and SHOPPED! :D:D its nice to go out with my dad and mom sometimes, my ATM. xD i just say, I WANT THAT ONE! then wee~ cashier. hahahaaa! and i bought (my mom pays for it) a BIG PACKET OF MARSHMELLOWS to munch on. my sis got hers too. wow. I SERIOUSLY CAN GET USED TO THIS KINDA LIFE. xD
i miss 30th! D:
ohmygod. i think im turning into a pig. woke up, eat, i dont know what i did, then its lunch, and after that i slept, then i still dont know what i did, and i went out with my family to Sakae and SHOPPED! :D:D its nice to go out with my dad and mom sometimes, my ATM. xD i just say, I WANT THAT ONE! then wee~ cashier. hahahaaa! and i bought (my mom pays for it) a BIG PACKET OF MARSHMELLOWS to munch on. my sis got hers too. wow. I SERIOUSLY CAN GET USED TO THIS KINDA LIFE. xD
i miss 30th! D:
hees. i drew it. that was before promos actually. oh, even before sept hols. hahaa! and its up in the council room now. :D
ive sort it out!
i think.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Friday, September 28, 2007--5:42:00 PMY
BYE BYE MUGGING! :D:D
im starting to love life again! xD but i want my huimin and wan ting back from that EVIL PHYSICS! ):
next thursday! hahaaa. :p
yay. i wanna meet up with mindy kon soon. xD
there is always opportunity costs. its the magnitute that matters.
sometimes, the marginal private cost is just more than the marginal private benefit.
i also have to think about marginal social costs.
AHHHH! ECONS IS DRIVING ME NUTS. xD
read between the lines. (:
im starting to love life again! xD but i want my huimin and wan ting back from that EVIL PHYSICS! ):
next thursday! hahaaa. :p
yay. i wanna meet up with mindy kon soon. xD
there is always opportunity costs. its the magnitute that matters.
sometimes, the marginal private cost is just more than the marginal private benefit.
i also have to think about marginal social costs.
AHHHH! ECONS IS DRIVING ME NUTS. xD
read between the lines. (:
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Thursday, September 27, 2007--7:34:00 PMY
OHMYGOD!
TIME FLIES CAN. :D:D
its time to talk with huimin and wan ting. (: but they got physics! *faints* gotta wait another week for them. haii. I WANT OUR USUAL LUNCH-AND-DINNER TALKS BACK!
left lep paper 1. aiya, sian. feel very very lazy to write compo. haaa. x.x ohwells, im gonna just go in sit, enjoy air con, and practice handwriting. hahaa. xP i really feel sorry for my lep teacher. chen yan jun and lu lao shi. the paper two de jiu suan ler. hahaaa. :p
I WANT CCA TO RESUME!
I WANT MY SLEEP BACK!
most importantly
I WANT EVERYBODY BACK! :D:D
the smallest wrong step could result in the biggest mistake.
be careful!
TIME FLIES CAN. :D:D
its time to talk with huimin and wan ting. (: but they got physics! *faints* gotta wait another week for them. haii. I WANT OUR USUAL LUNCH-AND-DINNER TALKS BACK!
left lep paper 1. aiya, sian. feel very very lazy to write compo. haaa. x.x ohwells, im gonna just go in sit, enjoy air con, and practice handwriting. hahaa. xP i really feel sorry for my lep teacher. chen yan jun and lu lao shi. the paper two de jiu suan ler. hahaaa. :p
I WANT CCA TO RESUME!
I WANT MY SLEEP BACK!
most importantly
I WANT EVERYBODY BACK! :D:D
the smallest wrong step could result in the biggest mistake.
be careful!
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Sunday, September 23, 2007--3:56:00 PMY
WEE~ tml's the first paper!
change of countdown! 5 days till end of promos! muahahaa! :D:D
chewy's on flight liao sia. *xian mu* I ALSO WANNA GO HOLIDAY! oh. my mom actually wants me to go TAIWAN! :D:D but cannot la, got council retreat. and O1! xD see im soo good to council. xP
and he actually got that that uhhhh, ! auto-roam! so that calling him would be the same charge. CMONS, why would i call, when im having depression and wanna jump down from a building liao arh? but its kind of fun calling people when they're overseas. maybe i should ka chiao abit. hahaa! have conference! xD hm, can consider. hahahaa!
aiyo, i wanna get all these over and done with.
im saying BYE BYE to mugging soon! :D:D
change of countdown! 5 days till end of promos! muahahaa! :D:D
chewy's on flight liao sia. *xian mu* I ALSO WANNA GO HOLIDAY! oh. my mom actually wants me to go TAIWAN! :D:D but cannot la, got council retreat. and O1! xD see im soo good to council. xP
and he actually got that that uhhhh, ! auto-roam! so that calling him would be the same charge. CMONS, why would i call, when im having depression and wanna jump down from a building liao arh? but its kind of fun calling people when they're overseas. maybe i should ka chiao abit. hahaa! have conference! xD hm, can consider. hahahaa!
aiyo, i wanna get all these over and done with.
im saying BYE BYE to mugging soon! :D:D
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Friday, September 21, 2007--10:42:00 PMY
chewy got FULL EXEMPTION SCHEME (FES)!
not fair not fair!
when people taking promos, he's at freaking sarawak's dont know what university. what sia!
can i freak out now. i think i am.
not fair not fair!
when people taking promos, he's at freaking sarawak's dont know what university. what sia!
can i freak out now. i think i am.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Thursday, September 20, 2007--3:24:00 PMY
THREE days. (:
we'll see each other in j2 next year. ><
if you're lost you can look
and you will fnd me,
time after time.
if you fall i'll catch you
i'll be waiting,
time after time.
we'll see each other in j2 next year. ><
if you're lost you can look
and you will fnd me,
time after time.
if you fall i'll catch you
i'll be waiting,
time after time.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007--6:45:00 PMY
FOUR days left!
keep it strong guys! :D:D just 2more weeks and all is overrrrr!
"Believe in yourself. Trust yourself. YOU can be the miracle. YOU can achieve whatever you want to achieve. YOU must believe!"
-quoted from an sms i got. (:
remember to reward yourself for studying with SLEEEEEEEP. xD
keep it strong guys! :D:D just 2more weeks and all is overrrrr!
"Believe in yourself. Trust yourself. YOU can be the miracle. YOU can achieve whatever you want to achieve. YOU must believe!"
-quoted from an sms i got. (:
remember to reward yourself for studying with SLEEEEEEEP. xD
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Monday, September 17, 2007--5:06:00 PMY
SIX MORE DAYS! :D:D
i shall greet it happily! cannot stress! cannot sad! MY ONE WEEK HOLS ARE COMING SOON!
did the maths mock paper just now. quite ookay leh. hopefully promos also like that. or maybe easier! xD
i can do it! open house and movie marathon is waiting for me! :D:D
nothing else matters now except passing promos!
think no more!
JUST DO IT! (:
i shall greet it happily! cannot stress! cannot sad! MY ONE WEEK HOLS ARE COMING SOON!
did the maths mock paper just now. quite ookay leh. hopefully promos also like that. or maybe easier! xD
i can do it! open house and movie marathon is waiting for me! :D:D
nothing else matters now except passing promos!
think no more!
JUST DO IT! (:
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Sunday, September 16, 2007--7:19:00 PMY
SEVEN DAYS!
faster come, faster over right. ookays, soo i shall be happy! :D:D hahahaa.
mommy: some of your expressions never change since you're a kid you know.
me: HUHH. ):
ohwells. being less mature has its good points la. i'll have plenty to time to be mature next time. xD
today study econs until i wanna die ler. but but but. im done with it! wee~ :D:D hahaaa. next is maths. then chem. then lep. (:
I CAN MAKE IT!
im counting the steps you take.
faster come, faster over right. ookays, soo i shall be happy! :D:D hahahaa.
mommy: some of your expressions never change since you're a kid you know.
me: HUHH. ):
ohwells. being less mature has its good points la. i'll have plenty to time to be mature next time. xD
today study econs until i wanna die ler. but but but. im done with it! wee~ :D:D hahaaa. next is maths. then chem. then lep. (:
I CAN MAKE IT!
im counting the steps you take.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Saturday, September 15, 2007--6:32:00 PMY
eecks! EIGHT DAYS! Dx
ohmygod ohmygod. can i freak now. single digit liao ehs. ohmannn. ):
haii. i think i'll totally freak out on monday. maybe not during gp, but.. LEP.
I CHOSE THIS PATH, SO I MUST WALK IT.
i will strive for promos,
and i shall CONQUER IT! :D:D
yay.
it's time to be a big girl now
and big girls dont cry. (:
ohmygod ohmygod. can i freak now. single digit liao ehs. ohmannn. ):
haii. i think i'll totally freak out on monday. maybe not during gp, but.. LEP.
I CHOSE THIS PATH, SO I MUST WALK IT.
i will strive for promos,
and i shall CONQUER IT! :D:D
yay.
it's time to be a big girl now
and big girls dont cry. (:
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007--3:47:00 PMY
mygod! i passed ECONS, MATHS, GP AND CHEM common tests! xD wow~
hahahaaa! today im a super happy girl! :D:D except for the stupid lep still fail until cannot, im happy! xD im thinking of throwing lep till the last few days then study ler. see already want to vomit blood. hahaaa. :p well. now's promos!
although this period of time im suffering alot alot right, i discovered that im actually SUPER FORTUNATE to know friends that are willing to stand by me and encourage me on. even how depressed i can be sometimes. believe me, that feeling sucks. like the sms zul sent me, "im suffering with you!" and stupid chewy for his lame-until-can-snow smses every morning like, for tuesday, "today is mug dao tu si (vomit until dead - direct trans.) day, so MUG MUG MUG!" and kk and huimin's quite random "jiayou!" smses. and shawn's CONSTANT encouragement that pushes me to believe that I CAN DO IT. :D and and, alot of encouraging smses like "dont give up!" from the rest. ohman. i wonder how id have lived without you guys. (':
eleven days left!
just afew days more!
striveeeeeee!
WE CAN MAKE IT TO J2! :D:D:D:D
hahahaaa! today im a super happy girl! :D:D except for the stupid lep still fail until cannot, im happy! xD im thinking of throwing lep till the last few days then study ler. see already want to vomit blood. hahaaa. :p well. now's promos!
although this period of time im suffering alot alot right, i discovered that im actually SUPER FORTUNATE to know friends that are willing to stand by me and encourage me on. even how depressed i can be sometimes. believe me, that feeling sucks. like the sms zul sent me, "im suffering with you!" and stupid chewy for his lame-until-can-snow smses every morning like, for tuesday, "today is mug dao tu si (vomit until dead - direct trans.) day, so MUG MUG MUG!" and kk and huimin's quite random "jiayou!" smses. and shawn's CONSTANT encouragement that pushes me to believe that I CAN DO IT. :D and and, alot of encouraging smses like "dont give up!" from the rest. ohman. i wonder how id have lived without you guys. (':
eleven days left!
just afew days more!
striveeeeeee!
WE CAN MAKE IT TO J2! :D:D:D:D
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Sunday, September 09, 2007--1:59:00 PMY
restless restless restless. ahhhhh. xD
oooh. im going out for dinner with ms.KONjr later. :D:D im finally going OUTTA HOUSE! haii. FOUR MORE HOURS TO DO WORK. cmons!
PW plus ECONS. my to-be husbands for today. hahaaa! xP
cant wait for night study tml. muiteng's staying! wee~ cause she's staying for duty and i asked her to stay for the whole night. i mean, must as well ma. and wow, she agreed. :D she must loved me. hahaa! xD i needa dig for maths qns to ask. :p
FOURTEEN DAYS LEFT.
I SHALL ENDUREEEEE. (:
i miss my piano.
oooh. im going out for dinner with ms.KONjr later. :D:D im finally going OUTTA HOUSE! haii. FOUR MORE HOURS TO DO WORK. cmons!
PW plus ECONS. my to-be husbands for today. hahaaa! xP
cant wait for night study tml. muiteng's staying! wee~ cause she's staying for duty and i asked her to stay for the whole night. i mean, must as well ma. and wow, she agreed. :D she must loved me. hahaa! xD i needa dig for maths qns to ask. :p
FOURTEEN DAYS LEFT.
I SHALL ENDUREEEEE. (:
i miss my piano.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Saturday, September 08, 2007--11:02:00 PMY
talking to chewy always makes me feel better. (:
at least he made me less suicidal. hahaa. why isnt he in ny! sian. then i got someone to talk(complain!) to. 4years de friends, guo ran bu tong. (': I MISS SEC2. haii. but still.
PROMOS!
I SHALL MUG HARD! :D:D
at least he made me less suicidal. hahaa. why isnt he in ny! sian. then i got someone to talk(complain!) to. 4years de friends, guo ran bu tong. (': I MISS SEC2. haii. but still.
PROMOS!
I SHALL MUG HARD! :D:D
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
--1:46:00 PMY
shoots. 15days to promos! x.x
WHY ISNT SOMEONE KILLING ME. AHHHHHH.
SIAN SIAN SIAN! i wanna stop mugging, but obviously i cant. duhhhh. i dont wanna retain! Dx how i wish im cleverer. uhhhhhhh. maybe not. maybe for now, getting past promos with hard work and effort is what i want to see myself achieve. 2more weeks. then promos. then i'll hide myself for ONE WHOLE WEEK. haaaa. i really dont wanna get back results. if i fail any TWO subjects, im dead.
THEN, I'LL REALLY KILL MYSELF. haaaa.
i dont understand why you dont live up to your claims.
people are selfish afterall.
especially those at the ***.
my decision is wavered.
BUT. my motivation is triggered.
STUDY! cmons! I CAN DO IT!
even without you. (:
WHY ISNT SOMEONE KILLING ME. AHHHHHH.
SIAN SIAN SIAN! i wanna stop mugging, but obviously i cant. duhhhh. i dont wanna retain! Dx how i wish im cleverer. uhhhhhhh. maybe not. maybe for now, getting past promos with hard work and effort is what i want to see myself achieve. 2more weeks. then promos. then i'll hide myself for ONE WHOLE WEEK. haaaa. i really dont wanna get back results. if i fail any TWO subjects, im dead.
THEN, I'LL REALLY KILL MYSELF. haaaa.
i dont understand why you dont live up to your claims.
people are selfish afterall.
especially those at the ***.
my decision is wavered.
BUT. my motivation is triggered.
STUDY! cmons! I CAN DO IT!
even without you. (:
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Friday, September 07, 2007--10:26:00 PMY
what will i lose at the end of the day?
i really hope with everything that those i had in mind wont be taken away from me. ): most importantly, SC IS MY LIFE! i really dont wanna lose it. but my motivation to study is like well, disappearing. wan ting knows it best. cmon. someone just shoot me soo that i dont have to go through promos. KILL ME. ahhhhhhhhh.
STRESS IS MY ENEMY! x.x
having constants in my life means i'll always have to fear losing them.
obviously i dont want to.
i really hope with everything that those i had in mind wont be taken away from me. ): most importantly, SC IS MY LIFE! i really dont wanna lose it. but my motivation to study is like well, disappearing. wan ting knows it best. cmon. someone just shoot me soo that i dont have to go through promos. KILL ME. ahhhhhhhhh.
STRESS IS MY ENEMY! x.x
having constants in my life means i'll always have to fear losing them.
obviously i dont want to.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.
Monday, September 03, 2007--4:20:00 PMY
I HATE PW! xD
hahaa. today yong cheng suddenly sms me TO CHAT. how wierd is that. hahaa. ohwells. the thing is, he's complaining about pw! AND I WANNA COMPLAIN TOO! xD
i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw!
*vents anger* hahahaa. stay at home darn boring. and obviously im not mugging hard enough D: AHHHHH GUILTY. )x cannot cannot! today must do one more chapter of maths! :D:D I WILL NOT SLEEP UNTIL I DO SOO. (god give me strength) :p
been thinking alot alot alot lately. reflecting become an everyday thing. hahaa. thats what sc thought me. xD and i found out it makes me discover alot of things that i'd usually miss. gee. xP i realise i have alot of choices to make. but i really dont want to make decisions now. period.
hahaa. today yong cheng suddenly sms me TO CHAT. how wierd is that. hahaa. ohwells. the thing is, he's complaining about pw! AND I WANNA COMPLAIN TOO! xD
i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw i hate pw!
*vents anger* hahahaa. stay at home darn boring. and obviously im not mugging hard enough D: AHHHHH GUILTY. )x cannot cannot! today must do one more chapter of maths! :D:D I WILL NOT SLEEP UNTIL I DO SOO. (god give me strength) :p
been thinking alot alot alot lately. reflecting become an everyday thing. hahaa. thats what sc thought me. xD and i found out it makes me discover alot of things that i'd usually miss. gee. xP i realise i have alot of choices to make. but i really dont want to make decisions now. period.
As Always, Loving and Missing You.