today's very hazy. worse than yesterday. thanks again to indonesia. =.=


i dont really feel well today. as if my head's blocked and stuff like that. didn't manage to do much revision and homework. =( wonder what's the indonesia government doing actually. they knew that these forest fires are happening every year, yet they don't seem to be preventing it from happening every year. instead, it's getting worse. and why at the end of the year! our O's are coming! read from the newspaper that this primary sch, stamford primary, down with gastric flu, caused by the haze, and students have to take their psle in the hospital. i mean, look at what they've done to us. they want to ruin their country, go ahead. but this? it's coming into our territory for god's sake. can't they be more considerate and stuff? -roll eyes. sometimes, people can be this selfish. for their crops and fertile land, farmers just don't care about just everything EXCEPT their income. i feel that this is because the indonesia government did not educate its farmers on the consequences of forest fires and global warming. however, from last year, the news reported that leaflets are dropped to every farmer possible to reach. haii. and what's the geologists doing? aren't they supposed to find a way to minimize the haze and pollution? gosh, if someone invents something that can filter these dirty air into clean air, the person'd be filthy richie. =X nobody of higher autorities is blaming indonesia for the haze yet. and that's cause? Singapore can't afford to offend it's neighbours. we need peace and help from neighbouring countries in order to survive. haii. this point, i have to agree. i mean, what else can we do? being a Singaporean for 15+ years, i've learnt this point long ago.


enough bout that blurry irritaing haze. O's coming in about 3 weeks. and my sch's forcing me to swallow all those other schs' prelims. how i wish there's time to revise on my own. sometimes, i can't help but think, what'd happen IF i didn't enter bukit panjang? how about kranji? i think that i'd end up a person with better results. might be, cause bp is seriously very slack. sec1 to sec3 is mostly fu yan lao shi only. only till sec4 will the teachers force you to accept what they give. it's suffoscating me. x-x this is why, i decided, i will NOT go into mugger jcs. like ajc, njc, whatever. i'm getting a life after the O's. i must, i shall, and i will.


talking about language elective programme (LEP) with my friends. most of them wanna continue higher chinese, which i'm also interested. however, this means that i have to let go of sajc. i'm not sure whether i can do that. it's kinda sad not able to go into sajc you know. it's been my dream since sec3. and after they came for a talk, it's my complete motivation. but, jjc? there's my LEP waiting for me. how how how. i don't want to end up making a wrong decision and there goes another replica of bp life. no, i don't want. but, if wan ting, cindia, xinyu all going there, wouldn't that be nice? having friends in a new place, it's comforting to think about that. sajc, it's far, and not a lot from our sch is willing to go that far. potong paseh. serangoon. aaaahhhhh. =X


i realise that this post is kinda serious and all. i've not put any "xD"s anywhere. gosh. and i still need my cip hours. x-x


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