"wake up, wake up! on a saturday night.."


haha! just heard a song that had lyrics like that. cutee leh. very cliche too. but i like. xD which girl don't dream of having a prince charming right? xD haha! i know of one. XINYU! aheh. but yeah. fairytales seem to be non-existant in this era now. haii. sad arhh.


people are just too busy. how nice will it be if we just slow down our pace and take in everything around us. stop living in such a rush. we may find out and learn more than what we're doing now. heard from cindia, 27 days to end of O's. is that a good thing, or a warning? what if, we cannot get into our dream school? what if, we scored below expectations? what if, what ifs. there's soo many of them. how are we supposed to answer all of them? are we supposed to worry for every what ifs we have in mind? that'd be very tiring. but that's what some of us are doing now, including me. yet, i sit back and do nothing about it. sometime, i really despise myself, for being myself. some people just can get the right motivation, but i'm still clueless. walking down the road with no destination. i want to know where i'm heading, but i just can't seem to get a clue. there's soo many dreams that people have - pilot, own boss, media related jobs, reporter, journalist, doctor, technician, engineer, even a tai tai! but what am i? gosh. i don't even know what i dream of being, not to say what i want.


there's difference between dream, and ambition. i have no answer to both. my life now is really meaningless. most students are like me, walking down the road that the government paved for us. yet, we don't know what we'll find at the end of the road. we night meet a split road, maybe a fork road. soo, where shall we go from here?


the choice, is up to ourselves.




JIA YOU JIA YOU QIYIN! xD
27 days to freedom!