ive never really believe in God before, nor have i really prayed. but like what inez said, there's nothing we can do now except to pray. in this kind of situations, its hard not to resort to these mi xing stuffs. today outside the council room, inez let me read her prayer for the 30th. (go read - http://giant-choc0late.blogspot.com/ ) its the exact thoughts that have been running through my mind these days. its 100% that there is no chance of the whole 30th promoting together. even if there is, its so minute. come friday, be it i stay or not, 30th would not be a whole anymore. the moments where we blamed each other for mistakes we've made, suffered council camp together, and the many adhocs that have gone by. next year would never be the same.
i dont get it. if they intend to let those who cannot make it to retain after promos, why didnt they let in more councillors in the first place. it just makes no sense. i know the teacher have their reservations, but wont those who are forced to leave carry a sense of guilt, leaving their responsibilities behind, especially when we really need people for Orientation. major events are held next year, however, 30th would not be 30th anymore. its seriously heartbreaking, to be forced to leave this cca, these friends, after we're that bonded. even those whom are less enthusiastic at first warmed up. and now what.
like what mindy and michelle always told me, God will be merciful. He can see. He can hear. i really hope he hears me and inez. although we're really so small, so insignificant. let our prayers get to Him, despite the many thousands that needed His help too.
im sorry that i made shun kai kinda sad for awhile today when i said that i dont look forward to mass dance for tml and friday. this mass dance is like an irony. we're supposed to end on a high note on friday, when obviously, some people are at their lowest point of their lives. why. i know many may disagree and have their own opinions, but this is my voice. God, please shine Your light upon them, guide them, and hopefully, they can get back to path again after this detour.
amen.
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qiyin here.
18years of age.
I Want
simple.
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with them, i go shopping..
and viola!
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