many stuffs happened recently. but the best was that i got to see him for an hour or so on wednesday. :) he came out for PSC interview. suddenly i realise how short an hour could be..




i met up with mindy yesterday for dinner. its really comforting to have BESTIES around at these kinda times. (huimin and mindy) talking to them when im really in a mess can help soothe the turmoil inside. at least for awhile..

decided not to go for the NTU openhouse that i signed up for. its more or less for scholars and i doubt i have that calibre. no use go and waste my time..

and oh, i might be quitting my job at the end of feb. cause he's having this one week break during march and i want to pei him. then end of march, huimin's contract ending and perhaps we're gonna do some happy work like cashiering, cause you get to meet all kind of happy people out enjoying themselves. i think i really need to change my working environment. even mindy and huimin thinks so. ive told my parents. i listened to hm and talk to them nicely, although it wasnt very smooth-going, but i think i got my point through. :)


huimin was really great at planting false hopes in me you know. hahaa. funny girl. she told me how slack choa chu kang camp is, and ask me hope that he get in there as officer. then even worth it. higher pay plus slack work. hahahaa. i was hyped up a little becaus, cck camp just 10mins walk away from my house! like freaking NEARRR. :D:D but then again, the more you want something, it always doesnt happen. life's cruel huh. ohwell. live with it man.

been listening to radio (my colleage's) while working, that explains all the short lyrics after my post everytime. hahahaa. its like one or two songs would make me damn emo recently. i could totally connect with the words and all.


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friday is coming.

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